IT ALL JUST SUCKS!!!

I have had the wierdest and most frustrating Christmas in my whole life. It all started with a trip to StarBucks. Keep in mind that I do not usually drink coffee. It was Christmas eve and I was tired. A little caffene never hurts. My sister needed to get a book at the Barnes & Noble that is attached to said coffee place. I order a "mocha cappachino Grande". Big mistake!!! I was informed about half milk or whpped somthing somthing somthing. She said it in that "I'm so much more hip & Sophisticated than you" kind of way. Whats worse than that you might be wondering? Well what if I were to tell you that the customer next to me agreed and singled me out for riddicule.

Wait it gets even better! My sister [who used to work in a coffee shop] arrives from her book buying adventure. We are waiting for my "MOTHER FUCKING MOCHA CAPPACHINO FUCKING GRANDE" when I have to listen to the rude customer and a guy behind the counter be kissy kissy and flirt with each other [puts finger down throat to throw up]. My sister in law might have a thyroid condition, my stepmom's mother [My step grandmother?! WTF?!] is getting short of breath all the time, and......................wait for it.........................wait......................not yet.......................................allmost............................................MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN OCTOBER 2006!!!!!!.....................WTF?????!!!!!!!!..........................................................................

GREAT X-MAS MUSIC I FOUND.

I went to the Soma FM website and they have a special station with holiday tunes that are truly different. I'm liking it so far. Enjoy the music. I normally listen to to Groove Salad and Drone Zone. Check those out also. You won't be dissapointed.

I'M FEELING BETTER. KIND OF.

Being allowed to have Monday off from my job was a great thing. It is allowing me to unwind and get things done. After a long weekend I get to sit here at my pc and make a blog entry. I'm listening to a podcast on podcast.net and eating a cheap store bought burrito. Mmmmm. Tasty. :) I work Tuesday night and then I'm off for the next 2 days. Wee!!! :) My voice is getting better. Also I have sent off a bill for my mortgage. I feel better today for some reason. I guess its all of the above.

CHEERING THE CLEARING.

Thats right right everyone. My check I was waiting to clear has cleared my account. That big bill has been paid. I'm so releaved about it. I am calm again.

BANKING ON IT. CHA CHING.

I got my overtime check from my work and its my biggest one at the resturant in my 3+ years of working there. I am going to the bank this morning to put it in. :) I earned every penny I can tell you that. LOL. Cha Ching!

INSOMNIA MAN AWAKES.

I can't sleep. Worry over the big check I wrote on the 23rd not clearing yet and my lack of progress in getting much done in my life at the moment. Maybe thats it. Also big changes are coming and I have to be prepared for them. I hate change and yet it seems to be happening faster lately. It can make one a little parinoid and anxious. I have had about 3 1/2 hours worth of good sleep tonight. I was to be up at 8:30 to cut my lawn, but thats not going to happen. I just can't bring myself to do it. I will clean out my car when I get to work [I have some sort of event at my job]. I will have at least done somthing. The post before this one will explain things also. I want Febuary 25th or so to get here. Can't happen soon enough.