Thursday, December 01, 2005

INSOMNIA MAN AWAKES.

I can't sleep. Worry over the big check I wrote on the 23rd not clearing yet and my lack of progress in getting much done in my life at the moment. Maybe thats it. Also big changes are coming and I have to be prepared for them. I hate change and yet it seems to be happening faster lately. It can make one a little parinoid and anxious. I have had about 3 1/2 hours worth of good sleep tonight. I was to be up at 8:30 to cut my lawn, but thats not going to happen. I just can't bring myself to do it. I will clean out my car when I get to work [I have some sort of event at my job]. I will have at least done somthing. The post before this one will explain things also. I want Febuary 25th or so to get here. Can't happen soon enough.